Swirling Emotions (read: I am feeling emo)

Letting them out, out of my mind, out of my heart, my soul...

Through my mouth, through my pores, through my words...

Finally I stop trying to bury it, 

Finally I realize I cant push it down any further, 

So I stop.

The harder I push, the higher it surfaces, 

The higher it surfaced the more it pushed back.

So I stop.

I try to walk away from it, 

Grab a bite to eat, go for a walk...

The further I walk,

The faster it runs after me...

So I stop.

It catches up with me.

I stand, rooted to the spot, 

My arms stiff by my sides, my eyes closed.

It rushes towards me, faster and faster

I feel it as it touches my back, 

Threatening to bore into me, through me

The stiffer I stand, 

The harder it prods.

So I stop.

I relax. I surrender. I open my eyes. Breathe in

Like a warm breeze it kisses the back of my neck...

Like a fictional laser beam it makes its way through me...

I feel it.

Crawling into my skin, flowing into my blood, eating into my flesh.

The more I trace it

The faster it flows...!

So, I stop.

It continues filling me up, a warm presence all over me.

The closer it gets to my heart, 

The faster my heart beats...

I get scared. 

I try to block it out, 

But it moves faster.

So...I stop.

It reaches my heart...

I gasp.

It crawls over and around

Encasing my heart.

I cant breathe

I cant think.

It...love...has settled in my heart

And I cant...stop.