I am alive!! Have you ever watched one of those incredibly cheesy cartoons? Ones where there's always a scene with a skinny animal that gets whacked on the head or run over, but for some weird reason the poor animal keeps grinning wider and brighter than ever? I am a skinny animal in a very cheesy cartoon. I got whacked over the head, and run over....but for some weird reason I am still grinning!! I'm still in deep shit, but I'm dealing with it...rather escaping away from it...in words, meaningless maybe, but words nonetheless:
It's here again...
That feeling...
It's here, unmistakable
I feel it
The warm buzz,
just under my skin
The butterfly like flutters
deep inside my chest...
The slightly euphoric high...
That always leaves me...
cracking random smiles
with more pep in my step
with my mind wondering
and my mind racing
my hands sweating
Welcome back, Love.
Trying to deal with it,
MystiQue
Guess this is how we gonna be in touch for now, good to know even though life seems to deal you a bad hand you keeping your head up and also keeping the faith.How about some grad photos lol, my graduation is in July just got a couple of weeks to go now and I will try to squeeze in one more post lol.Imi marovha mane nguva yekublogger a lot ha ha ha.All the best in the next phase of your life.Miss yah
ReplyDeletehey compadre, yes yes yes, us bums have nothing better to do than pour our feelings and thoughts into meaningless paragraphs of words for the whole world to read. I am glad that world includes you. Come on! Graduate already, we need more posts, now you know where to find me, eh? Miss ya more
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